Contrition

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So as may of my readers know.. I am a recently discovered switch. I have been exploring my submissive side and have a lady goddess I am exploring it with.

Well… I was writing a post on brats (which I will post later) and talking with her. I thought she may enjoy me being a little (or a lot) bratty. . . . And completely bit off more than I could chew.

Part of my punishment is to write a post detailing how sorry I am for my behavior.

I fucked up.

I was inconsiderate and rude.

I was a brat and deserved to be punished.

I have no excuse for my behavior other than it was out of a desire for attention.

I should not have acted the way I did.

I thought only to tease in the hope of a fun punishment. A funishment.

I went too far.

And I am sooo sorry.

I will not do that again.

I will not do that again.

I will not do that again.

I have disappointed my goddess, my beautiful shining one.. and it weighs heavy on my mind.

She who I charish,

She who is my gentle wind,

I have cursed,

And chalanged,

Now brought low,

I beg from afar,

Cast from grace and pleasure,

Into the lonely dark,

A small mercy,

A lantern in the night,

A bit of her light,

Calms my panic,

And lights the path,

To forgiveness.

Saddened by my actions -SirHanz

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My path in writing, art, or poetry had always been one of seemingly contradictory things meshing to find balance.  Transporting a reader into the depths of their imagination or showing a glimpse of the world through my eyes. Inspireing new thoughts or shifting a readers view to a new perspective has always made me smile. Writing connects me to strangers and those I care about. I write as a creative outlet and as a way to share my thoughts.  Sometimes catharsis,  sometimes simply seeking to share or create beauty.  I openly write about my experiences as a dom and the kinks I enjoy. Sensuality and sexuality both find a home in my work and inspire me to write. I pour feelings onto the page like splashes of paint, throw them out into the world and for some reason people like them. It baffles me but I enjoy the hell out of it. I hope I can continue to inform, amuse, and inspire desire in you all. Best wishes  -SirHanz

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8 thoughts on “Contrition”

      1. I’m learning not to be bratty. And it’s hard!! I have to hold back what I want to say a lot. Because Sir deals with it but he does not enjoy a bratty sub. That’s been my biggest lesson.

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