The angriest raindrop.

I am born in storm,

The rolling thunder harolds my birth,

Knives of air cut me from my mother,

Cast down.. free falling through each moment of life,

I would scream.. but I am denied a voice,

Enraged at the futility of my life..

But low.. though I am small,

My wrath shall crush mountains,

I shall have my vengeance apon the cruel earth!

I shall join with the river,

And even in death.. claim what is owed,

For while one of me,

May barely dampen the ground,

A billion will rip it wide open.

-SirHanz

Happy writing, writing prompt.

Trees, the kind of trees that reach upward to touch the sky,

Open spaces, where the cool wind blows and warm sun shines,

Napping, on a rock in the middle of a snowmelt stream,

Devotion, in the eyes of someone that loves you fiercely,

Helping, feeling the gratitude of someone in need,

Great sex, the kind that makes you want to laugh with joy,

Learning, there is always something new to understand and enjoy,

Teaching, sharing what I have learned,

Fixing the forgotten, it’s old and rusted and broken… and I will make it beautiful,

Beauty, seeing it where others forget to look.

Stars, laying in the grass and marveling at the heavens,

Tea, a warm cup on a cold day.

Quiet, just being close to someone you love.

Joy is where you find it.. I find it in simple things.

Best wishes-SirHanz

Life update

Sorry I haven’t written a life update in a while. Summer heat at work has sapped the thinking part of brain.

So here is the current state of affairs, things have settled a bit between me and S. We are working on getting her up on her feet one step at a time. I of course have been battling the heat daily at work and that is always draining. I did get some new rope yesterday and was vary happy with it. Adding 3 32ft peices of cotton to the collection. Has been a while since I practiced shibari and need to relearn a bunch of things I have forgotten so it will be good for that.

At work I have been using the backhoe to level a field across the river from the main temple for future building or parking. And working with the guy who owns the woodshop here to help him fix up and downsize his shop. He is getting older and cant do as much as he would like so makeing his shop more functional for him. As thanks he gave me a wood lathe! So now I am learning how to use that as well. 😁 love learning new skills.

My muse is still inspiring me to write and has even pushed me to submit some of my writing to others sites. I have never been good at self promotion as I usually only write for myself of for the one that inspires it. Posting on the blog is the same because I can post whatever I want and no one is telling me I have to submit it a certain way. So yah.. a bit out of my comfort zone but I think it’s good for me to push those boundaries.

As a submissive I have been ordered to fix the ac in my car so I will be digging into the electrical this weekend to try and get it working again. I had been avoiding it because I didnt want to work in the heat and the pulled muscles in my lower back. But an order is an order and thy will shall be done. Even if I am dreading the work after a long hot week. Have to fix the passenger side inside door handle as well. My brother accidentally broke it last weekend. That should be an easy fix as soon as I get the parts though.

And that’s the news for now. Hope you enjoyed reading and I will try to do these more often.

Best wishes -SirHanz

Bubble bath

The white of soap clings to her,

Water steams in dim light,

Eyes closed.. head back,

A soft cloth to trace her curves,

Beautiful in her relaxation,

Wet skin tempts thoughts of pleasure,

I want to touch.. to kiss..

But I dare not mar the serenity.

-SirHanz

Head Esplodie

Light hurts,

Movement hurts,

Breath hurts,

Vision blurs,

Bury head,

Eyes shut,

Wishing for,

Gentle touch,

Cool hand,

Tender words,

Blessed sleep,

Fore to keep,

Head from,

Esploden.

Feeling better now but last night was rough.

Best wishes -SirHanz

Breaking myself

Somehow I survive,

Where others fear to tread,

But dont think I dont feel the scars,

At night when I’m in bed,

Each cut apon my arm,

Pulled muscle in my back,

I sleep to heal the harm,

Then I again step on the track,

Running all day long,

To do both this and that,

Hard work as made me strong,

Injuries say I need a nap.

-SirHanz

Sparrows

Sparrows swoop around me,

Dancing on the air,

Swimming through waves of heat,

Like it wasn’t even there,

As I sit apon my seat,

And watch their aerial display,

I long to soar the heavens,

And sing with the blue jay,

Their flight leaves deep impressions,

Of freedom and of grace,

Clouds move slowly overhead,

The sun shines on my face,

And everywhere the wing still spread,

A symphony of flight.

Best wishes -SirHanz

Poem for a girl

I wish my words could heal you,

I would give you all of me,

And take away your woes,

I would bandage you in poetry,

Make pills all filled with prose,

I’d wrap you in a blaket,

Filled with homonyms and verse,

Mix soliloquy in a packet,

Make a potion for you to nurse,

I’d feed you from a couplet,

Alliteration stew,

Anapest the night away reading just to you,

I’d Caesura off your clothes! If you were unable to undress,

Toast with fresh Enjambments gives you energy to fight the stress,

I would meter all your doses,

Of rythem and of rhyme,

Let you rest apon a stanza,

Just to pass the time,

And sing sonnets to entertain,

Though my singing is a Trochee,

For you my wonderful lady I’d,

Sing, sing, all the same.

Hopeing you feel better -SirHanz

Stolen

Stolen..

I still cant believe she took it…

It was here last night..

Now an empty space..

So many memories..

It wasn’t even working..

Why did she take it?

She said she thought it was beautiful..

Even as broken as it was..

And now she has it..

My ❤.

-SirHanz