In bed

As I lay in bed,
Listening to the rain,
A sadness decends,
That is not quite pain,
The blankets feel empty,
Though I am relaxed and warm,
The world is silent,
But for the storm,
This is my life,
My new norm,
Plenty of comfort,
From small joys and writeing,
But no one to hold,
Or to make life exciting,
So I bottle my joy,
And put it away,
Hopeing to pour it out,
Some other rainy day,
I’ll keep it safe,
As the days pass by,
To give it to you,
When,
Again,
The sparkle returns to my eye.

Best wishes -SirHanz

Message

I’m sending a message,

Its written in stone,

Telling you..
Not to..
give up..
hope,

That your not alone….

I’m sending a message,

Its written on air,

A blessing..
Caressing..
The beautiful…
Scars,

Apon skin laid bare,

I’m sending a message,

Its written in fire,

Wanting you..
Fall into..
Tangled…
Embrace,

Thirst for your desire,

I’m sending a message,

Its written in rain,

Quiet bliss..
Loveing kiss..
Resting…
Entwined,

In hearts peaceful refrain.

Best wishes  -SirHanz

The shuffle

Too many things,

One after another,

Getting lost in the shuffle,

It’s not that she doesn’t care,

When she finds me,

Love shines bright,

And then again,

I am lost in the rain,

Of too many things,

And not enough time,

And so I wait,

I am good at waiting,

For her to once again,

Find me in the moments,

In between,

The raindrops.

Best wishes -sirhanz

The Rain

Rain has been falling all morning,

It is that humid kind of rain that makes your skin feel damp and sticky.

The kind of rain where your not shure if the droplet on your forehead is rain or sweat.

The air feels heavy, like you cant quite get a full breath no matter how deeply you fill your lungs.

Droplets of condensation form almost immediately on the glass as I pour myself an ice tea.

Lemon… definitely going to need lemon.

The grass is damp beneath bare feet as the dog tries to play in the yard.

After a short while he looks plaintively at the door wanting to go back inside.

The little prince doesn’t like to get his paws wet.

Inside he goes strait for the water bowl, then puts his paws on my leg and looks at me imploringly begging for a carrot.

I sit in my chair sipping the cool tea from the wet glass and listening to the crunching of carrot mixed with the sound of rain on the roof.