New story, Hidden In Plain Sight.

New story just published yesterday on Amazon. My first story that’s *gasp* actually for sale! Shure.. its .99c but you probably have more than that rattleing around in your sofa. So why not turn up the heat and cash in your spair change for a sexy new story. Bdsm, exhibitionism, sex, and delishious kinky control awaits!

🤦‍♂️ oh man.. that was bad.. wasn’t it. I am so bad at self promotion. But giveing it my best effort. And the story really is good. So if your stuck inside and want to curl up under a blanket with something sexy it’s an exelent way to pass the time.

There is the link or you can just look it up under Amazon books by searching my name. “Hansa Bosbach”

Best wishes-SirHanz

Pondering

Tonight as I wait for laundry to dry so I may sleep, I ponder what life has in store for me. It has been almost about 7 months since my last relationship ended. My life now that I am single is much less stressful, but devoid of the affection that I crave. (Not that I received much of that for years before the relationship ended.)

Work progresses day by day. My boss is considering retirement and leaveing the majority of the work in my hands. I hope he does.. not just for the inevitable raise I will get with added responsibility but he is old, approaching 70 and he works damm hard. He deserves a rest.

My writing is progressing as well. I am just finishing my third short story and still working on my book. My publisher and editor have been a godsend for cleaning up and refining my work. I still write poetry as the mood strikes me and post most of the short ones on Twitter.

My interest in bdsm is still as strong as ever. Though as I sit here and write I wonder about how I will fair as I get older. The signs of age are already showing.. gray in my beard, joints that ache a little more than they use to. I get tired more easily than I use to. Work takes a larger toll than it did when I started and I heal slower. Time will tell I guess. I think a lot will depend on my partner.

I think of all these things and more. Each another signpost drawing me to where I should be. Will it be a kind of haven? Or another kind of hell.. I know not. But I am wiser than I was. I know myself and the kind of life I hope for.

I will see where this path leads. There is a light illuminating my way. And I can feel the pull of fate guiding my hand.

If nothing else.. I know I will learn. And like so many times before.. i will ether survive, or not. But I will keep fighting for that bright moment.

I hope you are all well and happy.

Best wishes -SirHanz

Free short story

Soo.. I have been absent from my blog for a bit as I have been concentrating on my writing. Here is the update.

1. I am writing a book.

2. I am now a resident author with Berlinable publishing. 😁

3. One of my short stories was one of the winners of their worldwide Valentine’s contest. And….. wait for it…. is now published on Amazon! It is available for free! That’s right! No charge! Consider it a teaser to wet your appetite for future work. 😏 any good dealer knows.. the first one is always free.

Link to story on Amazon

Happy reading! And if you hurry you can leave my first review ever! Wana pop my review cherry?😆

Off to do more writing! I’m Fucking published! Woooohoooo!!

Best wishes-SirHanz

Quick update

So just wanted to drop a quick update so all yall wonderful people that read my blog know why I haven’t been posting much. Work has been hectic for one thing. The other… drum roll please…

I have been contacted by a publisher.  They are holding a Valentine’s contest for erotic short stories and think one of my stories would be perfect for their contest. Buuuutttt.. they are looking for something closer to 5000 words.. soo.. I have been expanding the story. Not a complete re write but adding a few new scenes and fleshing out the existing story. Soo.. that’s what I have been writeing as of late. I’ll be back to posting my normal writing when I am done with this project. Will also post a link to the contest when I get the final acceptance.

Best wishes -SirHanz

Letting go

The time is now
Can you rise
And find the secrets
Hidden..
In his eyes,

A leap of faith
Swan dive
Into the depths
Relax and fall..
Kneel and thrive,

Sky painted black
A carnal resurrection
Fingertips grasp
The razor edge..
Savage connection,

Can you feel
Pulse racing double time
Defences crumbling
Adrenaline rush..
The higher we climb,

We’re in the fire
Tensions thrum
Minds consumed
With erotic focus..
His instrument to strum,

How high can we go
Bodys sweat
Losing control
Not done with you yet..
He’s only just begun.

Best wishes -SirHanz

To Be Human.

The heart that beats,
With self deception,
Is not one to be scorned,
For it is the pulse within us all…
We the human race,
Masters of self deception,
Finding hope where there is none,
Spinning fantasy from the void,
And through force of will,
And the strength of our back,
We beautiful liars,
Turn deception,
Into truth.

Think deeply on this.

I feel as though it is one of the most profound things I have ever written.

Best wishes -SirHanz

Labyrinth

This black labyrinth of my mind,
Echoing with your words,
Phrases that bind,
My desiccated heart,
Crumbleing walls so carefully built,
Torn down and ripped apart,
Twist and turning through memory,
A pact with a monster,
The song a dreadful harmony,
Of personal tragedy,
So please… tell me..
As fate binds us in beauty,
Hateing the pain,
Wanting our time again,
Diving headlong,
Into this sea of shadows,
Can we be strong,
When the blood,
Form life so stark,
Looks black in the dark,
Hands lock skin to skin,
We can finally breathe,
The whisperd sin,
Free to live with the hunger,
Becoming ouroboros,
As we devour,
Twin souls,
Learning to live,
Desiring to give,
And embrace who we are,
Without holding back,
Following the star,
Behind your eyes,
Into your arms.

Best wishes-SirHanz

New years eve poetry

Small bubbles,
Deep amber,
Tantalizes,
Caressing foam,
Slightly bitter,
Sinking slowly,
Deeper,
Into complexity.

I woke to her good morning,
And held it in my heart,
I am not bemoaning,
The time we are apart,
Anticipation growing,
Day by night by dawn,
A flutter of excitement,
With each breath that I have drawn,
No masks or little banter,
Just loved for who we are,
A gift so rare and precious,
It matters not how far,
Our words will find their way,
Into open arms,
And smileing we will play,
Safe from all the harms,
One day…

Beneath the winter sun
I sit and ponder
What word may capture
How my pulse quickens
At the sound of her voice
And yet again
I am in awe
Struck dumb
That she
Finds me
Worthy
To love her.

Best wishes and happy new year to all. -SirHanz

Merry Christmas

Santa may have gotten lost this year,

But I’m still full of Christmas cheer,

I had nachos for dinner,

The tequila was fine,

And cheesecake for breakfast,

Even got to work on time..

And when I get home,

All acheing and sore,

I’ll still be ok,

Because I can lock the door,

Curl up in my bed,

All comfy and warm,

And dream of my sunflower,

Untill the morn,

I dont need presents,

Or fancy food,

Or beautiful letters,

Over which to brood,

All I need is four words,

The best gift from you,

A simple marry Christmas,

And I love you too.

Best wishes-SirHanz