Life update

Well.. I finally went and did it. Pushed myself a little too much and hurt myself. I am currently laid up in bed with a torn muscle in my lower back. Its slightly better today than it was when it happened yesterday. Holy fuck that hurt. And driving home was an exercise in pain control I have not had to do in quite a while.

So… since I have not much to do and its finally getting to the point where I can concentrate enough to write I figured I would give everyone who is kind enough to read my blog an update on how my life is progressing.

Love life is still non existent, I met someone… and I really like her. But she is in a complicated situation and it’s best if I dont involve myself untill it’s all sorted out. So I am waiting as I feel she is worth waiting for. And hopefully when things have been sorted she will still like me as she gets to know me better.

Home life has been a mixed bag, S is working and it has helped her mental state quite a bit. I finally had a chance to talk with my parents about it and they were incredibly supportive. They will be comeing to visit in February on their way down to Florida to take a Cruze and go to a star party (like with telescopes not celebrities) for their 50th wedding anniversary. S is becoming more independent and slowly geting herself together. I am actually proud of her for working so hard to be better. However.. she is still pretty cold to me and didnt offer to help at all when I came home injured last night. That hurt. But I will not forget it ether. I am moving on with my life and when she is able to take care of herself financially I dont think I will want her to stay in the house.

I have been writing a bit here and there mostly posting short poems to twitter. No rave reviews or hordes of followers yet lol. Will definitely continue to post the longer poems and writeing here but a lot of short stuff will be on twitter.

Well… time to ice the back again. Hopefully I will be back to writing poetry soon. But hard to find the inspiration when it hurts just to walk to the fridge to get ice.

Best wishes -SirHanz

The end of September

Well folks, the month is comeing to a close and the next is about to begin. It has been a busy month. A lot of work, injury, slow recovery, joy and worry. My uncle survived his cancer treatment and is slowly recovering. And one of his daughters got married a few days ago.
I completed some projects and started others. Including buying a new musical instrument. It should arrive today or tomorrow most likely. When I was a young child I was in a music class and we had to learn an instrument. I chose the cello. It was only for a month but I practiced whenever I had the chance. I just love the soft deep tones that the cello produces. At the end of the month i had to return the cello and go on to other things. But I had learned to love the sound and that stayed with me throughout my life. A few days ago I won an auction for an electric cello.
I have always dreamed of playing again but never had the time or money. I still dont have a lot of time but I look forward to practicing with a bit of the time I have.
S seems to be a lot more stable mentally now that she is working and we are slowly getting her up on her feet. She is still not to the point of complete independence but at least she is putting in the work to move forward along that path.
And I? I have found someone I really like. We can’t be together yet due to circumstance. But I am patient and I can wait. Some things are just worth waiting for. And when you find something or someone you adore time means little. It will just make our eventual meeting all the sweeter. She understands me in ways I didnt think anyone ever could. And she inspires me to create which in itself is a feeling I charish. As with all things, time will tell if this is the destiny the fates have woven. But I sincerely hope that it is. She is beautiful, kind, and as kinky as I am. I know I am not worthy of her. But I will try to be.
And cookie? He is my constant happy little monster. This morning he woke me up at 6am licking my face. A vary cute thing to wake up to. His winter coat has started to grow out so he is even more fluffy and soft than usual.
Well… my morning tea is done and it’s almost time to start getting ready for work. October is just around the corner and there is much to do.

Best wishes -SirHanz

A quick note.

Just wanted to let my readers know the lack of content the last couple of days has not been by choice. I landed a contract for some work but it had to be done in 2 days so 22hours over two days of up and down a ladder and now I can finally get back to writing. I took monday off to rest sore muscles and recoup some sleep. But now I am back. And ready to bring the heat with more delicious words and informative delicacies. Glad to be back, it was a grueling few days at the end of a hot week.

Best wishes -SirHanz

To my readers

To all my readers,

My apologies for the sparse posts lately, things are crazy at work right now. The temple is gearing up for janmashtami (pronounced jon-mosh-ti-me) the celebration of the birth of Krishna. So I have been working like crazy to get new electrical circuits and panels wired before Saturday to power all the booths and music. This is one of the major celebrations at the temple and we expect about 2 to 4 thousand people. Soo.. yah.. shit needs to get done. Hopefully afterwards things will calm down a bit and I can get back to my usual writing.

Wishing all of you the best possible day. -SirHanz

Life update

Sorry I haven’t written a life update in a while. Summer heat at work has sapped the thinking part of brain.

So here is the current state of affairs, things have settled a bit between me and S. We are working on getting her up on her feet one step at a time. I of course have been battling the heat daily at work and that is always draining. I did get some new rope yesterday and was vary happy with it. Adding 3 32ft peices of cotton to the collection. Has been a while since I practiced shibari and need to relearn a bunch of things I have forgotten so it will be good for that.

At work I have been using the backhoe to level a field across the river from the main temple for future building or parking. And working with the guy who owns the woodshop here to help him fix up and downsize his shop. He is getting older and cant do as much as he would like so makeing his shop more functional for him. As thanks he gave me a wood lathe! So now I am learning how to use that as well. 😁 love learning new skills.

My muse is still inspiring me to write and has even pushed me to submit some of my writing to others sites. I have never been good at self promotion as I usually only write for myself of for the one that inspires it. Posting on the blog is the same because I can post whatever I want and no one is telling me I have to submit it a certain way. So yah.. a bit out of my comfort zone but I think it’s good for me to push those boundaries.

As a submissive I have been ordered to fix the ac in my car so I will be digging into the electrical this weekend to try and get it working again. I had been avoiding it because I didnt want to work in the heat and the pulled muscles in my lower back. But an order is an order and thy will shall be done. Even if I am dreading the work after a long hot week. Have to fix the passenger side inside door handle as well. My brother accidentally broke it last weekend. That should be an easy fix as soon as I get the parts though.

And that’s the news for now. Hope you enjoyed reading and I will try to do these more often.

Best wishes -SirHanz

Update, situation stable

S finaly calmed down enough last night that we could talk as two adults. She agreed to stay in the extra room I have untill she can get up on her feet and move out. I am much relieved. It may not be ideal for ether of us but at least she is safe and fed.

On a brighter note… I found the antifreeze leak in the car finaly. Yay! Now just need to figure out the damm part number and find time to fix it lol. But at least things are moving in a positive direction.

Thanks again to all those that take the time to read my ramblings. It makes me feel like there are people out there that care about my life and writeing. You guys and ladies rule.

Best wishes -SirHanz